I don’t “suffer from depression,” I’m just off tangent and wondering into an ocean that I don’t belong in.. Give me time as I find my way back..
Of course you only get played because you allow yourself. Look at you. You had sex with him and you didn’t even know him.. So how dare you be upset if he hasn’t called you back. Would you call yourself back after you let him fuck you? It’s a part of “the game” and you wanted to play. So accept your defeat.